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REBELLIOUS SELF-CENTERED KID FINALLY OVERCOMES THE IMPOSSIBLE AND BECOMES ***EMOTIONALLY FREE***
I remember waking up from a very troubling dream when I was in my late thirties. In the dream I was old (maybe 80 or 90) and all alone in this retirement home. I was constantly sick with all these different ailments.
I started thinking back to when I was young and in my prime. I had everything going for me on the outside: Good friends, good health, I was a skilled guitar player,etc. On the inside I was trapped. I was constantly stuck and preoccupied about everything and everywhere "BUT" in the present moment.
I was scared and apprehensive about the future, about losing everything and experiencing poverty. I longed for a women in my life but was so withdrawn that I wasn't able to extend myself and open up to anybody. I was miserable most of the time and very insecure and
self-medicated to try to numb everything.
I was constantly driven and tempted by that inner demon: Afraid of slipping and falling down the "greased" slide of negative thoughts, emotions and beliefs that would one day swallow me up whole and consume me and take
me to hell.
I spent so much time and energy within trying to avoid this fate that I forgot about my hopes,
dreams and visions for myself.
Back in this retirement
home I thought - If only I had known my youth instead of suffering most of the time in denial. I was full of regret like you couldn't imagine and very sad at the thought
that my time had come and gone...
As you might imagine, I woke up from this dream in a cold sweat and in a panic and thought, my god...Something has got to change! I'm still young, I'm still healthy and I have time to still enjoy and make some of my dreams come true... Since then, things have never been the same. It's nice to be living again instead of suffering...
Could
this
be too good to be true?
Maybe for some...
Emotionally
Free-
Here & Now! WHAT IF:
What's
it like to live naturally?
"What most of us believe to be normal is really not natural" says Hale Dwoskin, CEO & Director of Sedona Training Associates. Dwoskin continues; "What is natural is to live life each day fully present, alive and fully engaged, feeling relaxed & in control moment to moment. When you live each day fully in the present, you know that you can handle whatever life brings because you have the tools to create what you desire, and you let go of all that arises that you do not".
Your "True Intentions"
are pure and ready to serve you!
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